Am that type of girl

Am the type of girl that looks innocent but isn't. 

Am the type of girl that helps a lot but doesn't get anything back.

Am the type of girl that gets angry and annoyed at tiny stuff but doesn't mind when my friends do it. 

Am the type of girl who is stuck with family problems.

Am the type of  girl who likes to have fun moments.

Am the type who loves everybody but i don't show it.

Am the type of girl who is forgotten.

Am the type of girl who dreams fairytale and dreams about good things that won't come true.

Am the one that apologies for no reason.

Am the one who thinks negatively.

Am the one who has enough plates to think about. 

Am the one who worries a lot and suffers the consequences.

Am the one who is close minded beacause my thoughts may offend people or i rather not make a scene.

Am the type who is forgotten for good things but remembered for bad things.

Am the girl who is labeled the bad one whilst she is trying to hold the family up but can't do it alone.

Am the girl who wants to get good grades to make my parents proud. 

Am the girl who is dreaming of a beautiful fantasy world.

Am the girl who wants to make everyone smile. 

... Yh Am that Type of Girl, sweet innocent girl...

 

Broken pencil

i think an object that represents me is a pencil. What comes to your head when you think of a pencil? well, it undergoes painful sharpening, it makes mistake, you create knowledge and it breaks easily and i think it relates to me because i tend to hide all my feeling inside.i come as thin and colourful which represents every mood of mines. people will use me when they need me. when am upset i stand up like a blunt pencil that needs sharpening. (cheering) am not always broken because am mostly looked aftered by people. Am mostly used in art and maths which are my favourite subjects. Am like a shy pencil in a pencil case. some pencils have rubber on them to erase stuff like me i forgive and forget.

Today i am a broken pencil. "My people don't see the story of my sides and the person i hate will twist my words and they believe her but no consequences for her. Am sick of this game and i need some pause button. "my people" trapped in some next dimension not understanding todays problems. i have an opinion i am me why don't they hear me out before they label me the bad one? They don't try to understand my story so who do i go to? Do i really have anyone in this world to trust. My heart hasn't been ripped once but billion of times why don't they see that? Life has a lot of ups and downs but mines, Pufft! i know i had more downs and i hate life and i hate me. Am sick and tired of life. My mind is exploding with thoughts i never thought i'd imagaine. Am wishing this game would end soon but a whole new level it's just getting harder. In my life there's just tears not one day i had a big laugh or smile. i Have no life, i am - a broken Pencil.

TEENAGE DRAMA

Expression
Obsession
Confession
Make-out session
Aggression
Rejection
Depression
A lesson
Then…
Realization
Infatuation
Mega flirtation
Welcome to reject nation

TEENAGE LIFE

teenage life teenage strife thats how it'll always be more pressure than ever to be even better than the year just gone through and the teenage fights the if's and might's that keep you second guessing your dearest friends through the turns and bends they have kept you plowing on.

Teen stress 101

Tennagers go through alot of pain, and i know that because i am one. Teenagers put on a fake smile and pretend that everything is ok when its not.Life as a teenager is often very different than life as either a child or an adult. It is a hard time, with different obstacles to face, and often it seems as if there are many, many more of them.Your own people will not try to understand you and their like"...grow up..." We sit in our bedroom and cry letting the sorrow go but no its not working.
We have a hard deciding future and all the pressures on us.Too many fake friends no one to trust.Focusing on friends rather then the future. Broken hearts left in a pile, hearts all over the world are being treated unfairly. Teenage love thinking they'll last forever, nope. Teens dreaming big but not catching it. Their voice not being heard but yet echoing. Teenage is the time of an age were we go through alot of emotions and yet we go through the hard problems, thinking there is no solution.We go through alot of ups and down but to be honest if we never we wouldnt be standing here right now.

I knew you were trouble...

Ever since you came into our lives you broke every ones trust. I knew you were trouble.Creating problems bigger than the oceans smiling like you just seen a great drama. Making lots of recipes putting some spices- big diva's alive.She's killin everyone inside, theres aversion between us and her.
what does she want? Dramas cause bigger fights splitting  your love ones apart. why doesn't
her Mr see that? Does he really care for us since he found her? shes making everyone go crazy and shes pulling us away from the truth. hurting everyone as she passes down the hallway. noone seen her crime the pride she takes on that! Making everyone suffer.we have lost love and respect that we have long forgotten, and shes to blame. I knew you were trouble so shame on me now.